i'll help you build your fences.

i wake up with the biggest headache and sore throat. where the hell did that come from? ugh. self medicating. went shopping. lol story of my life.

throw it in the bag.

why does shopping make me feel so damn good. I don't care that I'm spending money because I just love finding things that I love and taking them home with me. It's amazing. I love love it. When i meet people who hate to shop, I get offended slightly. But really, I do.

when i break. i break.

1. Betcha Gon Know
2. Obsessed
3. H.A.T.E.U.
4. Candy Bling
5. Ribbon
6. Inseparable
7. Standing O
8. Its A Wrap
9. Up Out My Face
10. Up Out My Face (The Reprise)
11. More Than Just Friends
12. The Impossible
13. The Impossible (The Reprise)
14. Angel (Prelude)
15. Angels Cry
16. Languishing (The Interlude)

17. I Want To Know What Love Is

I have heard Mariah's new album and i ABSOLUTELY loveeee it. It reminds me of ol' school Mariah and it makes me happy. lol

I'm still getting used to the CD but my favs so far are #1, *9, #11 and #4. Such a good CD :)

almost doesn't count.

finally getting over it. feels amazing. can't look back :) lovelivelife. im in a good place. nowwwww...i just need to get an accounting tutor and it will all be gravvvyyyy baby.

dip it low.

so the alter ego photos from The Real Housewives of Atlanta were released on Thursday nights episode. I love the photography. Derek Blanks is very talented. Here are the photos. My favs are Kandi's and Sheree's. just love them.

REVIEW: ICING eyeshadow!

these are the top row

very pigmented

this is the 2nd row

very pastels

in person, very pretty and light.

i just finished recording a review on this ICING 21 Eyeshadow Palette. Here are some of the swatches. Some are barely visible because they are very pale colors!! any questions, let me know!!!

i found the remedy...

i had to set you free.

something i wrote.

this life here

isn't permanent

we all come

and we all go

take a look back at your life

and see what it is you really know

would you take it all back

just to do it again

there's no right answer

so where do we begin.

up up and away.

skype is the shit. i just now got into it. its bomb.

"you're everything i thought you never were. and nothing like i thought you coulda been."

im sitting here doing history homework and i came to the conclusion that people suck. there are so many assholes in this world and they always seem to find me. like why is that? im not an asshole, well not all the time. lol im just confused. i thought i didnt want something, but find myself missing what used to be there. its frustrating. i need to either move on or take a step back. its hard. and i dont know what to do

my night.

so i just got back from seeing Margaret Cho live at Zanies. Me and my good friend Jimmy went. it was A-MAZINNNGG!! shes damn hilarious. like omg. soooo funny. shes like my fav female comedian. the audience was great. it was just fun. cant wait to go back to see another show. I love love love her show "Drop, Dead, Diva." The finale comes on tomorrow. so excited. annnnnd. the VMAs tomorrow. i know where i'll be tomorrow night.

Remebering 9/11

8 years have past, but every year on this day the memories will always remain. Where were you? What were you doing? I still think about it. I was in 8th grade, now I am a junior in college. Crazy shit.

Big ups for Jay-Z for putting on a Benefit concert in memory of 9/11. And shoutout to all the artist who participated.

My prayers go out to the families who lost their loved ones on this day. We will always remember.

people don't know.

i like to take pictures. like all the damn time. i have over 1,000 pictures on my computer. just of me. lol.

i love love playing in makeup and taking pics. even if i'm the only one to ever see them. i'll post a few.

no i don't think i'm a model. nor am i trying to be. i just love photography. a lot.